i’ve never been the happiest or most motivated person but now it’s just straight up awful. ever since the breakup everything feels depressing. i still hit the gym every day try to stay outta the house n keep my mind busy but everything feels so dull. booked a trip to NY this week at a super nice 5* hotel wit a friend n i don’t even wanna go. i just wanna lay in bed n sleep it off. can’t even read or watch movies bc all i think about is how much i miss her n how fast she moved on. how are ppl this heartless?? one day ur talking baby names n the next ur literal strangers. this world is messed up fr.
anyone else feel this way?
Last updated on:2025-02-04T16:19:25+05:30
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The first few weeks after the breakup were straight-up hell. I couldn’t sleep at all. I’d wake up in the middle of the night and that was it no going back to sleep. My focus was nonexistent so work was a mess. And my appetite? Gone. I was barely eating.
Now it’s been a few months and I can actually sleep through the night. My appetite’s back (tho I’m on a diet now since I’ve been hitting the gym and tryna lose weight). That heavy feeling in my chest is still there but way less intense. I mostly feel it when I’m doing nothing or right after waking up. Used to be every damn minute now it’s once a day sometimes even every 2-3 days.
The world’s lowkey messed up but that won’t stop me from living my best life. There’s so much room to grow so many people to meet. No way I’m wasting my time crying over someone who shattered me and didn’t even look back. I’d rather level up and get back on my feet one step at a time.
I know it’s gonna be a long tough road. But seeing my progress my body looking better my connection with God getting stronger (no worries if you’re not religious) and my emotional growth (not holding hate just learning from it all) it makes me feel like I’m finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. And damn it’s beautiful.
it's been months since me n my ex broke up it happened so fast like one day we were good n the next she just left me for her ex i haven’t seen her in months but i still think about her even tho she did me dirty been struggling to just move on
just keep doing your thing even if you’re not feeling it it'll help you stay grounded
How long's it been since the breakup? The first few weeks suck the most fr and the only way through is just letting yourself feel everything