if i could rip my heart out and lay it at your feet maybe then you’d get it maybe then you’d see i wasn’t just loving you i was made for you built to hold you to walk this life w you to create something so real so unshakable that even time itself would step aside
but love was never enough was it
i think back to the nights when my silence was too heavy when my emotions filled the space between us you were always waiting waiting to see which version of me would wake up waiting to see if love could outweigh exhaustion i held you there trapped in my storm never realizing i was the one clipping your wings when all i ever wanted was to be the place you could fly free
i never meant to make you question a love that should’ve been your safest place never meant for you to wonder if tomorrow would be soft or another day of walking on glass but my intentions don’t erase the damage do they they don’t undo the moments that made you question if staying was worth the ache
and so you left
and i swear something in me left w you
i miss you in a way that steals the air from my lungs i miss your laugh the way your eyes held me like i was something worth believing in i miss your kids i loved them i still do and i miss you every part of your angelic soul you were my earth angel i saw our future so clearly like it was already written in the stars but fate is cruel and now i’m nothing but a ghost in the life we should’ve had
i won’t ask you to come back i won’t beg even though every part of me is screaming to instead i’ll do what i should’ve done all along i’ll fix what’s broken i’ll face the demons that made loving me so hard i’ll heal not to win you back but bc you deserve to know your love wasn’t wasted
but if one day your heart finds its way back to me if you ever stand at the edge of all we lost and wonder if i’m still here my god the answer will always be yes
i was yours i am yours i’ll be yours till this heart of mine stops beating i love you like i love you
forever and always
Last updated on:2025-02-07T15:46:14+05:30
Comments (6)
You're incredibly brave. Sharing your feelings like this takes courage.
Your words are powerful. They resonated with me deeply.
I hope you find peace.You're worthy of it.
This is beautiful even though it's heartbreaking.
that hit hard. You put your feelings into words perfectly.
This is so raw. I feel this on a deep level.