I honestly don't even know what to do anymore never felt like this before. He was perfect but guess the universe didn’t want it... I’ve been trying so hard to move on the last few months but it’s like I can’t. It’s not my first heartbreak but he was different like everything I ever wanted. The most handsome, smartest guy I’ve ever met. The little time we had together means more than anything to me. What did I do in a past life to deserve this? I still love you probably always will.
Last updated on:2025-02-10T14:13:52+05:30
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I’ll always miss my person. In another life we’d have had a fam and grown old together. I miss her always will. Even if I got with someone else she’d still be in my head. I hate that I’m like this but I can’t escape it.
man same she wasn’t perfect but we fit so damn well together ik we’ll move on n time will do its thing but that what if gonna stay in my head forever spent my whole life tryna dodge this kinda pain n still ended up here guess it was bound to happen something we all gotta learn
’m really sorry you're going through this, I know it’s not easy. I believe you when you say he was different. But if he’s really moved on the best thing for you is to fully cut him off block him delete the pics all of it. If you’re sure there’s no chance it’s time to close this chapter. From what you’re saying it feels like a part of you still believes he might come back which is totally normal. I know you’re hurt and not ready but you gotta keep going. And that doesn’t mean partying or getting drunk that won’t help at all. You gotta focus on you work on yourself pick up a new hobby join a club do something you're passionate about. That’s what’s really gonna help in the long run.
has it gotten easier over time? dealing with all the thoughts and feelings?
I don’t wanna be a downer but honestly nah that’s why I’m so overwhelmed. Like I’ve been through heartbreak before and usually time heals but with him it just felt different. I’m used to it now and accepted that he never really cared and already moved on which is wild since he still checks my insta stories every day. I guess it’ll get better with time but he’ll always have a big mark on me.
@Hewoka Wasn’t really expecting good news but I had hope. Thought I found my person but he ended it. Not my first heartbreak but it still feels so wrong and I’m wrecked. No clue if I’ll ever fully move on but guess time will tell. He was special and he made me better too.
Can’t say for sure if your person cared but if he’s stalking you like that he’s either not over it or scared you’ll actually be happier and thriving without him.
Hope time treats you well. It’s okay to not be okay.
I feel the same. I’m so scared I won’t be able to love anyone as deep as I loved her. I still love her sooo much. She’s everything I want.
Yeah for sure. I’ll probably find someone else to make me happy, but like, when I'm lying in bed at night it’ll always be him. He’ll always be the one that got away
@Hewoka I feel the same way honestly and it scares me a lot