Had no clue that was gonna be the last day I felt normal

Had no clue that was gonna be the last day I felt normal.
Two months ago today I was happy. I still looked forward to waking up every day and went to bed without crying myself to sleep.
Two months ago I actually believed you loved me and I had hope for the future. After loving you I thought everything I ever wanted could finally happen.
But now two months later everything’s different. Nothing feels right. I wear a mask around people all day then fall apart at night cause I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I’ve never felt more alone.
I wish I could’ve just died two months ago instead so I wouldn’t have to live knowing what it’s like without you. At least I would've died thinking I was loved.
But here I am lost. Stumbling through this dark mess alone. I wonder if you're feeling as lost as I am. It’s crazy how much life can change in just two months.

Last updated on:2025-02-14T13:06:41+05:30