It hit me hard she’s never coming back. In like a month and a half we won’t even see each other again. That’s all the time I have to accept it’s over and start moving on. If I don’t watching her leave for the last time might break me.
But damn this sh*t is torture. The cycle of missing her and holding myself back from reaching out is draining all the energy I have left. On top of that I have to force myself to accept her decision and the closure she gave us even if it doesn’t feel like enough.
Right now all I can do is just lay here feel everything cry when I need to and laugh at how messed up this whole thing is. I'm fuxking cooked and I just hope I'm still around to look back at this post two months from now.
Last updated on:2025-02-14T17:11:08+05:30
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You'll look back on this and be proud of how far you've come.
You're not weak for feeling this way.
It's okay to not be okay.
Don't be afraid to ask for help. Reach out when you need support.
Don't dwell on the past. Focus on the present and future.
practice self-compassion.Be kind to yourself.
Seek support. talk to friends, family,
It's okay to feel broken. Allow yourself to grieve.
Sending you major hugs. This sounds rough.