like 2 years ago my ex (35f) broke up w me but kept me around

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like 2 years ago my ex (35f) broke up w me but kept me around.. i (32m) was wrecked when she ended it and i’ve been tryna get back w her since. she’d text call talk to me every day like nothing changed.. until these past couple months. i really thought we were good n that i had a chance so i kept spending time w her n everything. now i just feel dumb n ngl it gets to me sometimes..
in december i got her gifts for christmas like i always did. pulled up to her place the day before to surprise her n she looked legit shocked i was even there. gave her the gifts n she hit me w a i can’t invite u in i have company.. at 9am. didn’t think much of it cuz i had work in an hour anyway. then i asked if we could spend christmas together since we always did for the past 5 yrs. she said no.. so i was like ok what about new years? told her i wanted a fresh start w her in my life again n all that. she straight up said she couldn’t cuz she’s been seeing someone for a YEAR. bro that threw me. like how u got me spending all this time w u, going camping amusement parks, hanging w ur family all summer.. when u been w someone else this whole time?? that hurt like hell. so i just cut it off n started focusing on myself.
then end of jan she started working w me again. she used to work w me before so it caught me off guard. i was happy at first but now i’m just sad all the time.. she acts like we’re just friends but w that lil flirty energy. the other day she asked me to grab food after work so i tried bringing up what happened n she just hit me w never change i’m glad u’re in my life like?? that’s it??
this whole thing is just messing w my head.. can’t focus at work can’t stop thinking about her. she flirts in these subtle ways n it just drags me down. i want her. i only see her. idk. i try to avoid her but she always finds me or texts asking if i’m good when she doesn’t see me. i just miss her sm n it’s hard. i know it’s been 2 years but she’s still around still asks about me n my life n now i gotta see her at work every day.. idk i don’t even need advice i just had to get this out

Last updated on:2025-02-19T14:40:38+05:30

Comments (8)

Ingish30
Ingish30 1 y ago

That's some emotional manipulation.
Get out of there.

Fennybuah
Fennybuah 1 y ago

She's living rent-free in your head.
Evict her.

TitanRaga
TitanRaga 1 y ago

She's breadcrumbing you. Don't fall for it.

Strictheart

That's a whole situationship mess. Unpack that baggage.

Funkymind
Funkymind 1 y ago

Bro ghost her. For real just block.

Hope2Cope
Hope2Cope 1 y ago

That's toxic AF. You deserve way better.

Romeo001
Romeo001 1 y ago

Big yikes. That's some serious mixed signals.

ExoticDiva
ExoticDiva 1 y ago

She seems like an attention seeker bro. Have some selfrespect and just forget about her you can do way better.