It’s been over a year since she called it quits for good but I’m still lowkey questioning everything. She wanted a relationship that would end in marriage while we were 20 and that freaked me out especially coming from an Orthodox family. Told her I wasn’t ready to think that far ahead and suggested we take things slow but she wasn’t having it so she ended it.
I miss her tho lol. And this all went down while she moved to another country and her vibe totally switched with me. That was when I first started doubting her probably the only time in our whole relationship. She kept saying how she was getting all these proposals and guys hitting her up. Feels like she’s moved on and probably dealing with another breakup now.
Right before we were about to end things I asked her if she still wanted to make it work. She gave me these half-assed answers and I ended up stuck in limbo for like 4-5 months.
I don’t even know how to get past all of this! I feel like I’m stuck in the middle. she gave her toxic ex all these chances but I didn’t get even one lol. it gave me this inferiority complex that stuck with me.
To top it off she called me randomly recently was super sweet to me then asked for a favor and that gave me my first ever panic attack lmao.
Last updated on:2025-02-21T18:03:32+05:30
Comments (13)
Onwards and upwards. Better things are coming.
That random call? Super sketchy.
This whole situation is giving me anxiety
Therapy might be helpful to process all this.
It's okay to miss her but don't idealize the past.
She's living her life you should live yours.
Her loss tbh. You'll find someone who appreciates you.
Block her number. Seriously. For your own good.
She's playing games and you deserve better.
Panic attack over a favor? Yikes.
That's a lot to unpack. No wonder you're stressed.
She sounds kinda manipulative NGL
Bruh that's rough. Sounds like a whole rollercoaster.