I was looking for my friend's birthday to plan his gift and saw her name scrolling through the months

Author

I was looking for my friend's birthday to plan his gift and saw her name scrolling through the months... my heart just dropped.
I miss her a lot but it’s been a while now and I’m mostly okay still I miss her voice and presence.. I messed it up in the end with poor communication and I guess she had enough of my BS but for a bit it was honestly perfect.
We both had our good and bad sides but it just couldn’t work I guess chemistry alone ain’t enough.

Last updated on:2025-03-03T17:49:11+05:30

Comments (5)

BigEye02
BigEye02 12 mths ago

I got the I don't see a future anymore vibe too. Like they still loved me but couldn’t see how it’d work.
Still kinda stuck on that... like I'd build a future with someone I love outta mud bricks if I had to as long as I'm holding their hand I'm cool walking into the unknown.
Guess that wasn’t the same for them tho.

SkyBird
SkyBird 12 mths ago

Maybe hit them up you might be surprised by what you find

VibrantOne
VibrantOne 12 mths ago

My last gift to her was just leaving her be and becoming everything I showed her I could be.
All I can do now is take what I've learned and be a better man for the next one.

SkyBird
SkyBird 12 mths ago

@VibrantOne Okay no hate but that really gets under my skin. Like I put in all this effort devoted myself even bought a house for the guy I thought I was gonna build a life with... just to get left behind so he can level up for someone else. Can't even explain how much of a slap in the face that is.

VibrantOne
VibrantOne 12 mths ago

@SkyBird Sorry everyone's got their own stuff going on. She left me cuz she didn’t see a future for us or like, in her words would you wait for me to have kids? I didn’t care about that, I just wanted her like right then.
I’d choose love every time but it’s gotta be mutual otherwise I gotta choose me until the right person comes my way.