I was with my ex since 2023 and found out in November he was on Hinge the whole time. Dude was literally sexting other girls while on calls with me and that wasn’t even the worst part. He lied about everything admitted he didn’t care about my feelings said he didn’t feel bad even after I found out and tried to take my own life. He said he was gonna change deleted his account but just found other ways to cheat. Like the other day I found out he was following random girls and I reached out to them and turns out he was stalking this one girl on both her accounts. He even texted her saying he hopes she doesn’t have a boyfriend was triple texting her while I was waiting for him to even hit me up. I’m so fucking heartbroken I don’t even know what to do. I don’t get why I miss him so much or why I still love him even tho it hurts so bad. I really don’t know what to do I can’t stop thinking about him. I’ve talked to friends family go on walks every day tried distracting myself with new shows but all I do is think about him. I miss him so much but I can’t go back I don’t know what to do I’m losing my mind. He called me yesterday cuz he thought something happened to me and wanted to check if I was okay but it just doesn’t make sense because he told me he doesn’t care about me. I don’t know what to do I just miss him so much. I miss loving him knowing about his day what snacks he’s craving. I miss his voice the silence during our calls when we’d just be doing our own thing but wanted to be there for each other. I don’t know what to do anymore.
Last updated on:2025-03-05T17:37:58+05:30
Comments (4)
That's a whole level of disrespect.
You deserve better.
This is beyond toxic. You need to focus on yourself.
That's a whole dumpster fire.
Run don't walk.
I’m so sorry this happened to you ☹️ I get it my ex cheated on me too and I still miss her like crazy. I even took her back after probably some trauma bond stuff or my anxious attachment idk. Please take more time for yourself tho it’s really good to see you distancing already. Still thinking about him just means you're not ready yet and that’s totally okay. I hope you find peace through this and heal like you deserve. Keep reaching out to people it helped me so much.