Ever been so broken hurt lost depressed and just so out of it that you can't even think about loving again? Or like been so scarred from past heartaches that it messes with your next relationship or someone you might be into?
Yeah I don’t think I’ve ever fully healed from my past breakups and I’ve definitely brought that baggage into the next one. It’s not fair to the new person to deal with my trauma. I’ve been cheated on twice and dumped once by a girl who got back with her ex for her kid. But honestly the worst breakup was 13 years ago when my ex cheated on me with my lil brother. Yup, you read that right. Can’t make that up. Now the thing is all that trauma has changed me and I’ve turned into someone who struggles to be a loving honest partner. Trust issues are real and I get mad way too easily.
I posted recently about being super depressed and broken cause I found someone I wanted to be with forever but still managed to screw it up. She’s blocked me everywhere and now I’m just lost laying in bed posting this.
Sorry for the rant… just needed to get it off my chest.
Last updated on:2025-03-13T15:00:44+05:30
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I feel that way rn. I wanna feel more than just pain but I can’t. Just played for a fool and tossed aside.
I feel you fr. I fall hard give everything and then they dip for someone else. Now I can't trust anyone and feel like I'm unlovable. I'm shattered too.
I can’t love or get close to anyone like that anymore it just feels off. Like there’s nothing left in my heart to give.
I feel you bro my last relationship wrecked me too and I had to get meds for my depression
I’ve lowkey become kinda apathetic since the breakup
Yeah after my last breakup I’ve kinda just given up. My body’s finally on the same page as my mind. Honestly any dates or people I talk to don’t hit the same anymore. It sucks but it’s needed. Sorry you're dealing with this right now.
Hear you. Me too. Broken.
No need to apologize. Let it out if it helps we've all been through it too.
Met someone new yesterday and felt nothing for him. All I wanted was my love back