I'm writing her a letter. No I'm not your person but I know who mine is. She's unreal the girl I wanna marry the one who redefined "dream girl" for me. She's my lighthouse my whole heart. Everyone keeps telling me to move on but I can't. I'm old school and I can't just leave her hurting like this it’s not fair to her.
So I’m telling her the truth. That I’m sorry. That yeah it was all on me. I panicked and lied about my feelings for months cause I didn’t know how she felt and I was scared of losing her. Scared I’d hurt her the way I hurt my ex who went through things no one should ever have to. That from the moment I met her I’ve been madly in love with her. That I never meant to string her along in some messy unclear thing I was just trying to protect her and I had no clue what she wanted.
For the past month my chest has been heavy and I’ve cried myself to sleep more times than I can count. I’m in therapy trying to fix my issues trying to stop tying my self-worth to this idea that I have to be perfect to be happy. I’m telling her how much she actually means to me how much I truly love her.
I’m asking for a chance to make up for my mistakes to finally treat her the way I’ve wanted to since the day I fell for her. I know I hurt her badly and I don’t deserve a spot in her life. But if she’d let me I’d do anything to make things right.
I just hope she reads it. Even if it’s too late at least she’ll know she deserved an apology. It’s the only way I know how to say I’m sorry.
Last updated on:2025-03-19T17:37:24+05:30
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Hey can you drop some context? Was she your girl or nah? If not how’d y’all meet and how do you know her? What happened that hurt her? Just tryna see if this is a move or not
yeah just check what i said before lol not tryna type it all out again
@unstopableME Type up the letter if you want I can check it before you send gotta add my little touch of wisdom lol
@Jadie268 appreciate the offer but i feel like this one's on me gotta keep it real even if it stings she deserves my raw honest reaction and an apology no matter how it goes. yeah from what our mutuals say she's still single
@unstopableME Good luck!
hope she forgives you your words hit different good luck 🍀
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@unstopableME Feel free to send me some poetry to read I would love to read it. Btw how is it going with her?
Wrote two letters a year ago to a really special girl I let down bad never sent them tho. Just writing them helped a lot made me realize all the stuff that hurt me were my own issues. She moved on built her life without me I wasn’t part of it and that’s just how it was. Not saying it’ll be the same for you but try writing the letter see how you feel after. Think about how she’d feel getting it. Has she already moved on? Would she even accept the apology? Letters like that can be confusing for someone who’s been hurt. Maybe it gives her clarity maybe it pushes her further away. Not trying to talk you out of it maybe I just never had the guts to actually send mine.
wrote a draft before but I was still lowkey dodging blame this time it's real if she wanted to she could use it to destroy me and honestly idc if she forgives me I just love her and she deserves the truth and to hear me say sorry I know all the issues and pain are on me and I got no right to be in her life but if she lets me I wanna make things right
@unstopableME I see that! I wish you best of luck then :)
I hope your letter reaches her...
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