bro my head is all over the place rn so i’ve been crazy in love with my girl everything was perfect we lived close had the best moments

bro my head is all over the place rn
so i’ve been crazy in love with my girl everything was perfect we lived close had the best moments, going out, staying over, all that. ofc we’d argue sometimes but it was rare and we always fixed it together. but recently i had to move to a whole different country had to leave a family member behind bc of some heavy stuff i don’t even wanna get into. she’s the only person i ever really opened up to and she gets it,but rn she’s not happy that we can’t see each other like before. none of the real-life stuff we had translates to being online and i feel so stuck like did i do the right thing? should i have just stayed? idk i keep blaming myself
i pray every night this somehow works out even tho deep down i know it probs won’t. everything i used to do daily just feels off now bc i’m missing my favorite piece of the puzzle
then the other night i was out with my friends trying to clear my head and someone gave me an ecstasy pill. i took it all was fine then outta nowhere the whole vibe changed and her fav song started blasting. instant gut punch. could not stop thinking about her, it hurt bad. later that night i had this dream we were getting married but my paperwork was all messed up so they rejected my birth certificate and said i couldn’t marry her. then outta nowhere she killed me but in heaven she was there with me we had our dream life, and she told me she was sorry.
my head is so gone i don’t even know what to do. someone pls tell me something

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