we were together for 2 years lived together for 1 my longest relationship first time sharing a home w someone
at first it was everything sparks laughter love all that but at some point the sparks just faded and we didn’t even notice till they were gone
can’t lie i’m kinda mad at myself rn keep looking at old pics seeing the way he used to look at me so happy and i’m just like what happened replaying everything tryna figure out where it all went wrong and yeah it hurts
there’s no drama no big fight or cheating we both just realized this is what’s best we got our own stuff to work on so for now we’re going our separate ways
but we’re still living together while i apartment hunt he’s actually helping me find a place even helping me move his mom took me furniture shopping today even offered her SUV to help since i don’t have family nearby their kindness fr means a lot
all day i felt okay like i accepted it we looked at apartments picked out furniture grabbed pizza it almost felt normal but now it’s 1am i’m alone and it’s hitting me this is my life now nights alone and yeah it’s a little scary
i used to be so independent before this but somewhere along the way i got dependent and now i’m mad at myself for being scared of being alone again
he pulled me out of a dark place and tbh deep down i think i’m scared of going back
Last updated on:2025-03-26T17:59:52+05:30
Comments (7)
You'll rediscover your independence.
It might just take time.
This is a new chapter, even if it feels scary.
You got this.
Don't be afraid to ask for help if you need it.
Appreciate the good times you had.
Even though it ended.
It's okay to be scared of being alone again.
That's totally understandable.
Don't beat yourself up too much.
Relationships evolve ya know?
That fading spark thing is too real.