It’s been 3 months and every time I think the pain’s finally easing up it just hits me all over again like it’s day 1
Lately I found out they’re out here putting themselves in risky situations posting wild stuff online having unprotected sex like it should make me mad or help me move on but nah all I can think about is how they’re just repeating cycles from their childhood trauma and that just makes me more worried than anything
I thought I was doing better fr like I was going out hanging w my friends trying to live life but it still feels like something’s missing then boom today outta nowhere I turned into a sobbing mess cried like it was the first day again now my eyes feel like actual rocks
I just can’t shake the feeling that this ain’t the end even tho I know I’ll probably never hear from them again like their job training ends next month and for some reason my brain just won’t accept that it’s really over
Last updated on:2025-05-10T01:59:00+05:30
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I'm right there with you
Sometimes Moving on is a tough task but everything counts. The only way out of this is growing as a person.and having a purpose. it doesn't have to be a big goal but a purpose something that strives you to let this loss be and move on to something that you really want to devote yourself to
yo direct that kinda care to yourself fr. we be pouring love, care, and respect into ppl who don’t even deserve it. i know it’s mad easier said than done but as tough as it sounds you gotta start shifting that energy back to you. start small, but plant that seed. and with love for yourself let it grow.
moving on? it’s like climbing a hill. some parts gon’ be rough, some not so bad. some days you’ll feel like you’re making moves other days like you’re right back at square one. but trust progress is happening even when you can’t see it.
don’t just wait for time to fix things either—use that time. put in the work. start climbing even if it’s just 2 steps. even if you slip back 20 keep climbing. just make sure that love stays on you. hope you heal soon 🙏
Promise it gets easier
we broke up cuz he’s always smoking n doing drugs at raves i keep thinking about it n lowkey worry abt his health but idk how to stop caring tho im tryna get into the mindset of like if he don’t care abt himself why should i