it’s so messed up that i can’t marry the love

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it’s so messed up that i can’t marry the love of my life my first love
i love him and every day it feels like i’m falling apart i’m never gonna get over this it hurts so bad i can’t do this to myself again even if i wanted to if i can’t marry him i’m just not getting married this pain needs to go bc it fucking hurts so damn much

Last updated on:2025-04-03T17:51:39+05:30

Comments (8)

Vinniekohl
Vinniekohl 11 mths ago

This pain feels unbearable now but one day you’ll look back and realize you survived something you thought would destroy you.

Bengibog
Bengibog 11 mths ago

Healing from this kind of heartbreak is brutal but little by little you’ll find joy again. Give yourself grace.

MidwestRO
MidwestRO 11 mths ago

I know it feels like you’ll never get over this but life has a way of bringing unexpected love in ways you never imagined.

chatboott
chatboott 11 mths ago

Some loves never fully fade but I promise one day this pain won’t consume you the way it does now.

nonameyme
nonameyme 11 mths ago

I feel this so deeply. Losing the person you thought you'd spend forever with is a different kind of pain. Sending you strength.

KeepitSaral
KeepitSaral 11 mths ago

I am so sorry to hear that .It's quite hurtful when the love of your life , someone who you wanna spend life with breaks you dream.Hope you find your healing.please do share more

Jadie268
Jadie268 11 mths ago

I love her too and it’s eating me up every day fr. It just sits there in my chest 24/7. The sadness wraps around me like a weighted blanket and the pain just echoes through me. If I can’t marry her I don’t even wanna marry at all. She’s all I want. I just vibe to sad music and stare at her pic. I love her so much it hurts nonstop.
You’re not alone tho. I feel for you. Hope you find some peace eventually. Wishing you the best.

clam4mind
clam4mind 11 mths ago

What happened?