it's been a whole year now
still doesn't feel any better tbh… my friends always talk abt hookups and chatting with girls n they keep trying to get me into it but like… i’m just not feeling it
none of these girls hit the same… she was different fr she meant so much to me, more than i could even explain. i think about her every day… about what we could’ve had but didn’t
she was my first love and i still haven’t moved on. i miss her so bad. it was on me. we’re cool now but the person i wanted to spend my life with is with someone else and ngl it eats at me daily
i wish i could go back and just… be more open, treat her better. i was going thru it back then and now that i’m finally doing better i just want her here with me
shit hurts man. just needed to get it off my chest
Last updated on:2025-04-08T15:37:18+05:30
Comments (4)
Buddy You did act according to the best information and knowledge you had. What you did was the best. Being in thinking Zone will keep you stuck all you life.Try new things and From a thinker , become a doer and don't pay attention to thoughts of her neither enjoy nor be hateful only that's the way to get out of a mind which becomes hooked on to someone
she ain't special lil bro we all been through it fr it's a tough pill to swallow but you'll move on you'll get over it eventually use this moment as a glow up arc for real max out your growth and figure yourself out ngl this probably triggered some old wounds so face em head on
keep grinding and putting that energy into you
i did too and yeah i had a lil two month spiral tryna make sense of it all (spoiler it won’t help)
it doesn’t really get easier tbh
they’re still all over my mind like all day
first thought when i wake up
last one before i sleep
just like you we were each other’s firsts
and yeah that makes healing way harder
you kinda put them on a pedestal without even realizing
like sure my ex could be messy and toxic sometimes
but i still miss her like crazy
no one else really hits the same
and i just can’t seem to connect with anyone like that again
also not gonna lie i keep spiraling
wishing i could go back and just do better
i really do think i was a good partner overall
but i know there were things i could’ve done more of
those regrets eat at you
it’s the worst
i just want peace
to stop replaying fights in my head
stop blaming myself
stop wishing i could’ve changed things
just so she’d still be mine