Eight months post breakup and I'm still wrecked like I don't get what I did wrong. I was hoping he'd hit me up again but nah never happened. Found out last night he's with someone else they look so happy why couldn't that be me? My heart and head were killing me feels like I'll never heal. I cared so much would've done anything for him but it was all for nothing. He just dropped me one day no regrets. So confused he was sweet then just dipped. What did I do? Why wasn't I enough? Why wasn't I worth fighting for?
Been overworking to distract myself cause when I'm alone I spiral and cry. I cry driving to work driving home even lunch sometimes. Meanwhile he's happy with his new girl replaced me. Feels so unfair but what can I do? Our whole relationship meant nothing. I know I'm holding onto nothing but I can't let go.
Easier to miss him than try to move on. Tried dating others just made me miss him more. I've accepted I'll miss him forever lol probably won't love again. I'm only 25 yeah but he was my first everything don't think I'll love someone like that again. Meeting him felt like a miracle that's why I held on. He's everything to me but I'm nothing to him. It's whatever that's just how it is.
Last updated on:2025-04-16T07:18:56+05:30
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hope you feel better soon
It's very painful.to see what you are going through. If possible please break the schedule and try travelling.It will definitely give you a new perspective and more courage to be in Life.
Not tryna give advice but people say you shouldn't think like that. But like I get it I felt that way about someone for years. Never wanted to let go held onto everything even if it hurt.
Okay yeah I feel that. Got dumped outta nowhere and spent ages wondering what I did wrong. Realized some stuff just happens even when it sucks. Had a lot of time to think be alone try to understand myself and it's confusing sometimes I even hate myself for who I am. Just want that pure love that boring kind where you choose each other every day choose to love and grow choose to support each other. The chill kind where silence is cool and you just cuddle after work watch a trash movie. That peace you can't replace and maybe this is dumb but I think real love is a once in a lifetime thing.