the thought of it being over just hits different. Like I've had long term things before but being 33 this one felt like the finally you know? Like forever type beat. He wasn't perfect but when he was good he was fire. I genuinely loved him as a person would've done anything. I even dreamt about him feeling down and me comforting him telling him he's amazing and supporting him. Woke up just wrecked he doesn't even want my love and now I'm just like what do I even do with all this love.
Last updated on:2025-04-21T15:04:23+05:30
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You gave your heart fully and while it didn’t work out that doesn’t mean your love wasn’t real or meaningful. Over time you’ll find ways to transform that pain into growth.
The idea of forever ending is devastating but your ability to love that deeply is something to cherish it’s part of what makes you who you are.
The kind of love you gave is rare and special even if it wasn’t reciprocated the way you hoped. You’ll find a way to use it whether it’s for yourself or others in your life.
It’s heartbreaking when someone doesn’t want the love you’re willing to give. But the fact that you loved so deeply speaks to your incredible capacity to care.
What you feel is real and it’s okay to not know what to do with all that love. Sometimes it takes time to redirect it toward yourself and the things that bring you peace.
Dreaming about comforting him speaks volumes about your heart. That love is a beautiful part of you even if it feels heavy right now.
It’s so hard when you thought it was the one that would last forever. Your feelings are valid and giving yourself time to process them is so important.