I'm in 11th grade she had like two mini flings before me but I was a newbie

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I'm in 11th grade she had like two mini flings before me but I was a newbie. We were together for two years and for two years she was my whole world always on my mind and then two weeks ago it's over lol.
Since we're at the same school I see her a bunch and it makes me so mad like I used to daydream about our future and how sick it would be. She even drew us and I believed it I really thought she was the one.
And now she's acting like I'm a ghost or something last thing she said was it's over and now she's just living her best life like I never even existed while I made her my safe space you know somewhere I could always go and feel alright even when things were trash. Now just seeing her makes me wanna rage instead of chill and my eyes get all blurry.

Last updated on:2025-04-22T15:00:39+05:30

Comments (6)

rnunavBT
rnunavBT 10 mths ago

It’s okay to feel mad heartbroken and confused. Just know that emotions shift and this won’t feel so heavy forever.

Dinoomow
Dinoomow 10 mths ago

Daydreaming about your future together made it feel so real letting go of that vision is hard but your future is still bright without them.

scarel224
scarel224 10 mths ago

The memories, the dreams...it’s hard to accept they won’t play out how you imagined.

Yovajurio
Yovajurio 10 mths ago

You’re going through a lot and that anger and sadness make sense. Just try to focus on yourself even if it feels impossible at times.

Maxman
Maxman 10 mths ago

It’s frustrating when someone you gave your heart to seems unaffected but remember healing doesn’t look the same for everyone.

throwaway
throwaway 10 mths ago

Seeing her move on like you never existed is brutal but your emotions are valid. Give yourself time to process and find your own sense of peace.