from the breakup till recently I wanted her back bad. I knew she wasn't perfect but I missed everything about her. I was way happier with her and wanted us to be forever. Last year I was even feeling kinda suicidal cuz I didn't wanna live without her. But last week a small fight blew up and she basically said all the nice stuff she said at the end wasn't even real. Before she apologized for everything including lying about her feelings but now she's bringing it all back up. She tried to hurt me again and it like opened my eyes I can't trust her or talk to her anymore. I deserve respect cuz I always respected her. I'd never judge her like she judges me. I'd never talk about her the way she talks about me. It was real for me no regrets. I needed to see her for who she really is before I was done. Still hurts how she treated me but at least now I know I don't want her back. I'm better off. One day I hope I can love myself as much as I loved her.
Last updated on:2025-04-25T08:16:26+05:30
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All the energy to you buddy.I hope you realise that while it's totally understandable where you are coming from but your life is so precious.Its so important and beautiful and could be so useful for so many people.I had the same feelings at one point of time untill I went and taught some poor kids one day and there smiles made me realise how precious my life can be to someone and how my pain is nothing.Be the light in someone's life and You will realise that you are the Power
Bruh I wish I had closure lowkey I'd rather my ex just hate me crying face It's just easier to move on than to be stuck wondering what if tho"
You still got her love in your heart it showed you you can feel love and loving yourself is enough smiley face
Longing and confusion be like rollercoasters when stuff reminds you of them even if it wasn't a whole thing red heart wilted rose
Okay so like the best realization ever. Even better than that post nut clarity feeling.
Yeah that's closure right there. Most people just move on after a breakup tho.
Yeah same dodged a whole bullet tho. But lowkey I kinda wanna get back at her or just like cuss her out.