I was with her for four years then we started dating recently. I've been in love with her for ages and when we finally got together she dipped for college. Now I'm just her hookup when she's back on break. I love her so much it's actually killing me that she only sees me as good for one thing.
Like I can't even explain how much I love her but I'm nothing to her and she's everything to me. Back in military school she'd text me every day and now I'm lucky if I get a call. She said she'd always be there but I feel so alone rn.
Last updated on:2025-05-04T01:25:20+05:30
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Hey Buddy Totally respect your feeling but would never want a person to be in pain so Imma spill it, If you really Love her, let it be if she doesn't want you the same way you want, and trust me you are not alone.You are the whole existence.Lonliness is for the ego but while it's totally justified don't be a prey to it.Sometimes Joy comes from things you least expect, be that Joy
all the best
that sucks to hear. Hope what you're feeling isn't even real tho. Have you even told her? What did she used to write in her letters? Did she ever hint at liking you more than a friend?
Been that dude who builds fake scenarios in my head and wouldn't wish that on anyone. It's a slippery slope and you'll just end up hurting everyone especially yourself.
Also maybe she's just dealing with the distance weirdly. College and being away a lot could make her shut down her feels.
But you won't know unless you actually talk to her. Find a chill way to bring it up and don't make it sound like you're blaming her or that she's hurting you. Remember it's not about you as a person it's about both of y'all figuring things out together.
Love letters tho she was missing me bad talking bout what we'd do when I'm back and poems.
@joavalipa So like what did you even say back tho?
@Rosipure Love letters and poems All my feelings on paper And all my love into my poems
@joavalipa Yo fr tho I'm so sorry that happened. People just change up sometimes and it is what it is
that sounds like some old school 90s college movie where the girl was just tryna hook up but the dude was catching feels hard can't remember the title tho
Also what did she even say when you dropped the L-bomb