he was my first ever relationship. Guys always just wanted one thing from me and I didn't have many friends. He was so nice at first then one day just flipped. Started making fun of everything he used to like. Lied about everything. Always put me down left and came back blamed it all on me said I didn't love him or whatever. Deep down I knew it was messed up. He had a whole other phone and was cheating the whole time. Found out he never even admitted it. The stuff he said about me to those other girls was so trash. I'm pregnant and he's making fun of me while accusing me of cheating every day. He just threw me away like I was nothing. I don't get it. I'm hurting so bad it's easy for him to find people but not for me all I wanna do is not be here anymore I can't imagine life without him. Funny thing is I would've even stayed after all that messed up stuff but he still dumped me ? He was my first love I actually wanted to marry him. How can someone be so evil? The insults he said replay in my head all the time because deep down I feel like he was right no one will ever want me he was the best I'll ever get guys will only want one thing from me that kind of stuff. I can't get over it I just wanna disappear.
Last updated on:2025-05-04T14:04:24+05:30
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Just saying not all dudes are the same. You'll def find real love someday. For now tho just be happy I know it's easy for me to say but still being sad just hurts you
Bruh how are people so messed up tho
@glogg258 Nah fr there are way worse people out there. Just be happy for now do whatever makes you feel good. If you can maybe show him how happy you are by just dipping.
I am dumbstruck hearing this.Hope you can hold on stronger . Please be with people who can care for you.If you do want please get out of your current environment and look for a different space.Go into nature, it would definitely help you.I wish God gives you the strength and healing