I was creeping on my ex's Insta again after a break and usually it just makes me sad like I miss her and stuff.
We were doing no contact but then she hit me up and I ended up just venting about how I don't have a place in her life anymore and how I wanted more if we were gonna be a thing at all. Then she just dodged the whole convo and was like nah she just doesn't wanna be with me anymore.
So I blocked her and told her to not text. Now a few days later I'm lowkey stalking her out of curiosity and it's the same old same old but now I'm just randomly PISSED at all our old memories. Living in this small town means everywhere I go reminds me of us and it just makes me so mad. I even started working out which is wild for me just to get this anger out otherwise I'm just annoyed 24/7.
Anyone else felt this? What did you even do? Therapy's a no go cause broke and I just wanna be done feeling anything for her. She's moved on why can't I? This whole thing is just so frustrating.
Last updated on:2025-05-05T22:15:36+05:30
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Buddy this thing may sound a little weird but hear me out first of all if you remembering her is frustrating that means somewhere the same person now reminds you of anger and hatred which you will never be let go of, Turn that into empathy and compassion and you will be free without thinking about becoming free, also if you are venting about your pain that means as soon she connects you are actually asking her for the same arrangement that you guys had which made you feel comfortable, but what if that arrangement is not there can you still find yourself as a new person.Dont Move on my friend, Move in. lot of good wishes to you
Heartbreak twists everything love memories even anger. But the fact that you're fighting to feel better means you're already stronger than you realize.
Heartbreak twists everything love memories even anger. But the fact that you're fighting to feel better means you're already stronger than you realize.
She moved on at her own pace and you will too.
This small town may remind you of her now but soon it'll be filled with new memories new energy and a version of you that doesn't feel weighed down.
The fact that you're putting your emotions into action hitting the gym and finding outlets means you're already moving forward even if it doesn’t feel like it yet.
Blocking her was the right move.
The frustration is real you gave your heart and now you're left picking up the pieces alone.
Every place every memory still stings but over time those reminders will just become pieces of your past not daggers in the present.
Anger is part of healing too. Sometimes feeling mad means you're finally seeing things clearly letting go hurts but it's also freeing.