the world's just empty now. Feels like someone ripped out my insides all the reasons I even breathed. Just scrolling through our pics on my phone her smile her eyes how you'd laugh at my dumb jokes. Every pic low-key stabs. Keep hearing her voice saying bye then just silence. How did we even get here tho?
My room's dead silent. Can't sleep can't even close my eyes without seeing her face. So I pour another drink hoping it burns away the pain. It doesn't. Just makes me think more about our memories our first kiss those late nights just tangled up how you'd lay your head on my chest like I was your safe spot. Now my arms are just empty. My hands are shaking as I post another throwback of us on WhatsApp like a silent scream for you to see what you're leaving.
Do you even look at my stories? Do you even care that I'm breaking down?
I'm so weak rn. Maybe pathetic. I've typed "please come back" like a million times but keep deleting it scared of you not replying. Scared you'll just confirm what I already feel that without you I'm nothing. You were my gravity and now I'm just floating in chaos lost in all the plans we made promises we said were unbreakable.
The tears won't stop. I'm just drunk on regret on all the what ifs. I'd do anything to go back to fix whatever messed us up. But time keeps going and you're gone. Every notification makes my heart jump then it just drops again when it's not you.
I don't even know how to live in a world where you don't love me anymore. Don't know how to breathe without you. I'm just begging the universe to bring you back. Begging you.
Tonight it just feels like it's always gonna be dark. And I don't even know if I'll make it through.
Last updated on:2025-05-09T09:51:06+05:30
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Hey I am out of words , reading your pain .Hope there is someone to support you through this. Please don't be alone, at the same time it's ok to feel like this.Its hurting now but itdoes get better .Take your time to feel the sorrow and be with someone who can help you through this tough times
Right now the world feels dark. But even the longest night ends and when the sun rises again you will too.
Every notification every silence every ghost of what was it all hurts. But love isn’t about who left it’s about finding your way back to yourself.
Memories cut deep when the person who made them special is gone. But even in the pain those moments remind you that love was real.
Losing love feels like losing gravity like the world is spinning but you’re stuck in place. But someday the ground will feel steady again.
Heartbreak makes everything feel hollow. But even in the emptiness you’re still here still breathing still moving one painful step at a time.
Nah fr this got me in my feels how do we even deal with this pain tho
Yo does a girl exist who like actually gets it when a dude she's super into is being vulnerable and doesn't mess with his feelings or disrespect him for it?