my gf just broke up with me like three days ago exactly we were even on a call trying to sort things out. She gave me mad chances tho like a lot. I kept messing up and breaking her heart. I don't even know what to do this pain is too much I can't even eat I just cry and can't focus on anything. I'm even having messed up thoughts like wanting to run away and stuff. I just wish she was here I wanna change I wanna be emotionally mature. but feel like a whole five year old emotionally. I don't wanna be self obsessed I just wanna show her I can be the guy she wants. All these feelings are hitting me at once I wanna cry but the tears aren't even coming. Then I randomly cry in front of my mom at the worst times. I even cried hugging her she's so confused. I need help getting her back and just dealing with this right now.
Last updated on:2025-05-15T10:04:44+05:30
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Wanting to change is step one. Now it’s about showing it—not just for her but for the person you want to be.
Hey buddy Hope you start doing better soon.Breaks up can be really harsh and yes you may have fucked up but that was the best you know. Please don't be regretful whatever you had done was the best you could have done with that understanding,trust me it does get better.Be kind to yourself and have courage to get out of this pain
No one heals overnight and running away won’t fix what’s inside. Stay face it and become better for yourself first.
Crying in front of your mom? That’s real. Let yourself feel everything but don’t let it convince you you’re lost forever.
Emotional maturity isn’t proven in words it’s built through action. Start with yourself before trying to prove anything to her.
So like you didn't even realize how good she was when she was around
I still appreciate her rn but I can't even change if I wanted to my problems messed everything up I still love her I think she does too I wanna try again but better this time stronger and actually good We had mad fun it was just my issues and me being dumb idiotic a whole dirtbag that ruined it all
@novelpeek Okay so like def get rid of all that baggage before you try again tho can you even do that fr
@Jigmini03 I'll actually try my best this time for real I was so focused on myself I couldn't even see her side of things I was a whole clown even today I was being a clown gotta fix that asap but even when I try it just comes back I need help tho.