Lowkey wish I sent this to my ex who was also my bestie. But nah he'd just twist it. I'm so over arguing my energy's drained. If we don't talk again bet. I've been through enough no more drama for me. I was being quiet in chat he was all happy. He asked what's up I said I felt down. He just said Ok. Hours later I asked what I did to deserve that. Next day he said I get the same energy I give.
Here's what I wanted to say tho lemme keep it real:
I was always there when you were struggling. Never pushed you to talk if you weren't feeling it. Didn't ghost when you shut down or posted sad stuff on IG acting like no one cared when I literally always made sure you knew I was here wating to listen. But when it's me? Suddenly I'm dramatic. If I don't wanna talk you get mad. You ignore me. You ghost me.
You never gave me the same care and understanding I gave you. So like what the actual f am I to you?
Why is it a crime for me to not be okay for once? Why can't I just have a moment to not be ready to talk to not have the energy to smile or act normal? Why does me being off mean I'm being a bitch when I never made you feel that way when you weren't okay? I'm done with this BS that I deserve this. Nah uh. Seriously what the actual f did I do to deserve this cold shoulder? I was there for you through everything. Remember when I snuck over to help you sleep after your breakup?
All the times I lied for you? Took on your pain your breakdowns your anger. And even with all my own tears after that I stayed. All the lies I had to tell for you to save that relationship you cheated on me for – that still messes with my head did you even know? Just remembering that makes me spiral. The time I lied to her saying we were over for a year when we'd just broken up and you jumped straight into something with her. After all that BS I put up with – I stayed. Tried my best to forget the bad stuff. But now that I'm not doing okay you can't even be decent to me? Did you ever think to just wait for me to be ready to talk instead of giving me the silent treatment 'back' and trying to guilt trip me into talking like you're doing now?
Last updated on:2025-05-15T13:16:55+05:30
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It’s wild how people expect unconditional loyalty when they can’t even offer basic decency.
The fact that you even had to lie for him and cover for his mess? You gave too much for someone who gave too little.
The way you stayed through his lowest moments but he couldn’t handle yours? Says everything.
This isn’t even about the breakup anymore it’s about how one sided the care and effort always was. You deserved way better.
You carried him through everything and when you needed the same he gave you silence. That’s not friendship that’s taking advantage.
Okay but like your person gives off major narc vibes and def ain't prioritizing you. Go find someone who actually does. You're probs scared to dip cause you feel like you've sunk too much time and energy into it to just bounce