my heart's kinda a simp. It keeps dragging me back to someone who thinks being soft is lame. I love her like deep deep, it's dumb and it hurts but every day I feel smaller cause she's always mad.
I thought being devoted meant just breaking yourself for someone. I've begged so much my knees forgot how to stand up straight. I give she just takes. I hurt she ghosts. My love's like an apology for even being here but hers feels like a weapon sharp and random just to remind me I should be grateful for whatever she throws my way.
Why do I think it's cool when she messes with my head? Why does her being cold make me wanna love her even harder like if I just try enough she'll magically change? I'm addicted to thinking I can be enough but she changes the rules all the time. Nothing's ever good enough. Nothing lasts.
I'm tired of thinking being obsessed is the same as being in love and thinking being controlled is being cared for. A relationship shouldn't be a fight where only one person wins. I'm slowly realizing that love without respect is just hurting yourself but making it look cute.
Last updated on:2025-05-16T22:44:14+05:30
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You are obsessed not with her but with the idea of her and idea of Love that you have.Drop it .trust me buddy it's less Love and more obsession neither good for you not even for any partner you be with
Obsession is not love. Being controlled is not care. You deserve peace not emotional warfare.
You shouldn’t have to prove your worth just to be treated with kindness that’s not love that’s manipulation.
You don’t have to beg to be valued. The right person will cherish your softness not punish you for it.
It shouldn’t take breaking yourself just to prove your love real love lifts not drains.
Love without respect isn’t love at all it’s just pain wrapped up in pretty words.
Love should never feel like a battle where you’re the only one fighting walk away not because you’re weak but because you finally see your worth.
my first ever relationship was a whole mess like on and off for eight plus years. She had this mean side that kinda liked hurting people. When she wasn't being mean we'd be chill but I didn't clock that it only felt good 'cause the bad stuff wasn't happening for a bit.
My advice tho bro focus on other stuff. Don't get stuck on her baggage it'll eventually mess you up big time.
Yo appreciate those words bro they hit different but my main issue now is I realized she's like my addiction fr.
Met her today she wanted dinner before she heads back home when we were together it felt kinda normal except I didn't touch or kiss her like usual tho.
I'm straight up addicted to her it ain't just love.