it has been only a week but I think I have realised that I don't want to move on from my ex. like yes he is really toxic and has no respect for me etc. but the idea of not having a relationship with him is really hard. some part of me believes that I will see him again. I hope that he will come to me and try and talk to me to sort things out or maybe seeing him uptown by accident or maybe going to the same college some day because we were both thinking of moving to a different course and could be the same college. I don't want him to move in either. it's tough rn not to contact him. all I want is that relationship and I know it can't happen
Last updated on:2025-05-19T13:57:31+05:30
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Your mind knows the truth even if your heart keeps fighting it. One day both will align and you’ll finally be free.
The hope lingers but so does the hurt. Eventually the pain will teach you more than the memories ever could.
The hardest part isn’t losing them it’s accepting that what you wanted will never be what they can give.
It’s hard to let go of something your heart still clings to but deep down you know you deserve better.
Hey friend I totally understand where you are coming from .I know it's hard .Hope you find your healing soon but also wanted to shine light on the fact that you said the "Idea" of your ex not being around it's an idea and I promise you hurts more in your mind than reality.the.more you embrace reality the more this idea can't do anything to you I promise