I don't even know if I can fully get over this breakup rn having a whole moment tonight scrolling through our old Discord messages like reliving the good times and the breakup lowkey self sabotage. It'll be two years this September I've gotten better at being alone and I actually dig it but the dating scene just makes me miss what we had like no one will ever be him. And tbh I don't even know if I wanna be in another relationship again felt like I finally knew what it was like to be in one what real love felt like maybe I'm good for life now. He was my first ever relationship so yeah it still stings the first guy I ever really loved. He was such a good dude and I messed it up big time mad regrets. My life's changed a lot since we broke up for real for the better tho we were together for four years and the me back then had no drive just stuck on my PC playing games with him but I loved his company and who he was. Now I moved states I'm living alone for the first time ever found a job I love life's actually so good now but I just wish I could share it all with him but he cut off contact. Now I'm stuck in my good life still missing him. Hope one day this all fades and I can just wish him well and move on.
Last updated on:2025-05-20T13:52:27+05:30
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You’re learning that love isn’t just about finding someone it’s about evolving with or without them.
Two years later you’re thriving. The pain still lingers but so does the proof that you’re stronger than you were before.
Missing him doesn’t mean you’re stuck it just means the love was real. But so is your growth.
He was a part of your life but you’re proving that your future is built on more than just memories.
Regret stings but it’s also proof that you’ve learned grown and changed for the better.
Moving forward while still missing someone is normal you don’t have to rush healing.
It’s bittersweet when life finally feels good but the person who helped shape it isn’t there to see it.
Growth doesn’t erase love it just shows you that even the best chapters have to end for new ones to begin.