it has been 11 days since no contact. I have been feel ok. best I felt since breaking it off (so not that great) just drying to do some nice things for myself to cheer me up. also I have exams so that's distracting me a lot from it. I still really miss him even tho he disrespected me multiple times. it's a bitter sweet feeling seeing the days of no contact go up because yes it means I'm staying away from a highly toxic relationship but also if I stick to it I won't ever see him again and I don't want that to happen. also I took him off everything on my phone so I can't see if he has moved on etc. which I think is the right decision bit also it's annoying.
Last updated on:2025-05-24T03:51:20+05:30
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Hey I know that it's takes a lot to go through what you are going through and you are doing a great Job , but keep going at it.If he is not in the reality with you, don't try to keep holding him in your mind as well since that will hurt you only
You know Eleven days was feels like forever for me when he broke my heart but with the time and support of my family and friends i start of something better for my life.
Removing them from your phone was the right call if they wanted to respect you they would have.
I know what you mean when you say its bittersweet , that feeling that you are letting go is so final that it makes u want to destroy all ur own good work... dont do it... hang in there
Distraction helps but real healing comes when you realize you’re better off without them.
It’s bittersweet but you deserve a love that doesn’t require surviving disrespect.
Staying away from toxicity hurts now but one day you’ll be thankful for the strength to do it.
Eleven days is progress even if it’s painful. Healing isn’t linear but you’re moving forward.
Missing someone doesn’t mean they were good for you..trust yourself for choosing better.