it will be a month on Monday since I left our shares home and moved back to my parents after three and a half years

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it will be a month on Monday since I left our shares home and moved back to my parents after three and a half years. I had two very unsettling dreams last night about him. I've woken up this morning and I feel different, like I can see him for who he is. I feel like he's further away from me, that he treated me very badly and I didn't deserve it. like my subconscious and nervous system as finally caught up with the rest of me. it's a strange feeling I can't describe it.

Last updated on:2025-05-26T22:11:24+05:30

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spackegurl
spackegurl 9 mths ago

I had those same dreams those same realizations. It hurt but it also pushed me to finally release what I had been carrying for too long.

LoveMe
LoveMe 9 mths ago

You’re processing it now in a way you couldn’t before and that means growth is happening. It’s uncomfortable but it’s the start of something better.

PortayPO
PortayPO 9 mths ago

Your subconscious is finally protecting you the way your heart couldn’t. That unsettling feeling? It’s your mind choosing peace over pain.

DreamAndJoy9
DreamAndJoy9 9 mths ago

I love this, thank you ❤️

globera
globera 9 mths ago

That shift you’re feeling? That’s healing. It doesn’t mean the pain is gone but it means you’re starting to truly let go. Hold onto that progress.

HealingVibes
HealingVibes 9 mths ago

I had that same moment it felt strange almost like waking up after years of fog. You’re seeing him for who he is now and that’s a powerful step forward.🤗

Yovajurio
Yovajurio 9 mths ago

I remember the day my mind finally caught up with my reality. It’s unsettling but also freeing. You’re stepping into clarity keep trusting it.

Kimmypoo281
Kimmypoo281 9 mths ago

I have had these dreams...they have felt so real. I have literally woke up in tears, or in fear as if things were happening right then; all to discover I'm waking from a dream. It's weird how our bodies heal themselves & how the body will release toxicity whether mentally, emotionally, or physically.

KeepitSaral
KeepitSaral 9 mths ago

It sounds like you have been through a lot and you are exhausted from that . Really give yourself the time to heal and relax.3nd half years is a long time and it takes time to get over someone and heal .All.the best

jellyfish
jellyfish 9 mths ago

yeah such dreams do leave a bad after taste but they make us think about whats important. good luck with your new beginning. wishing you tonnes of strength.

Jmkin
Jmkin 9 mths ago

Hey.. dreams are a way our brain subconsciously telling us something, something thats going on our minds, somethings we are taking time to accept , or somethings that needs clarity...they are a window into our mind...if your dream is giving you clarity i feel that is good.tc