Two years of my life basically wasted. After a few weeks she bounced for someone new. Eight months later and Im still here. Tried talking to so many new people but I lose effort so fast. Scared and dont wanna build another house of cards.
I feel nothing and have zero interest in anyone else. Think I got some confidence then I just stumble back. So much resentment for all the pain you brought. But low-key I still wanna hold you.
Heart broke seeing you smile with him that first time. Sixty seconds of stalking caused a ripple effect I didnt know was possible. Why was two years so easy to forget. Why didnt I matter to you. Was any of it even real. Why do I still care. Feel pathetic that Im paralyzed with pain every night in bed. Barely recognize the man in the mirror.
Sometimes I wish I could just move on like women can. God I just wanna feel like myself again.
Last updated on:2025-05-31T23:11:12+05:30
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Sometimes moving on is already happening within us to newer person and though it may not be evidently visible but some day you may not even remember it.You don't move on from her , You move on from the. version of You that was with her and everything starts to change.Take care