today and yesterday I vented to my bestfriend. She listened to me without judging. I almost felt like I was putting the weight of my feelings on her, she had to reassure me atleast 20 times that it was OK. I continued writing the book I had initially started as a romance novel. Now it's more of a complex and developed story. so yea, writing is my number one solution now. Because I can make everything go my way, and be praised for it. I also talk to myself and listen to music. My book is now more about a post apocalyptic world where beast and monster rule. and where a prophecy was made, I make my main suffer for the sake of others. It's kinda like venting but transferring the feelings to a new you in another world. AHH! I absolutely love this, thanks for the support. I thought about ending my life, but. I didnt! I'm so proud right now.
Last updated on:2025-06-05T09:12:32+05:30
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Hey it's amazing how you have been creatively able to use your pain.Hope your book comes out amazing.All the best for that.Take care and keep growing
It’s okay to lean on people to need reassurance to vent. Your best friend understands that and so do so many of us who have been where you are. You are not a burden—you are human.
Your words carry so much strength. Even when you felt like giving up you didn’t. And that decision that act of choosing yourself makes all the difference.
That shift from a romance novel to a deep complex story about survival feels symbolic. You are surviving. You are evolving. And one day you’ll look back and see how far you’ve come.
The fact that you are channeling emotions into writing into music into selfexpression that’s healing. You are showing up for yourself in ways that matter.
I know that dark feeling and I also know the strength it takes to push through it. You did. You are here. And your story both the one you’re writing and the one you’re living is just beginning.
I’m so proud of you for holding on. Your book your creativity your resilience they are proof that you are transforming your pain into something powerful. Keep going. your best friend sounds like a beautiful soul. Having someone who listens without judgment is a true gift. And your writing? It’s your own world your own healing and that’s incredible.
Turning pain into art is one of the strongest things you can do. Your book is becoming something bigger something that reflects not just heartbreak but survival. That’s powerful.
looking forward to reading your book pre- apocalypse :) :) :)