My bf just ended our 2.5 year thing. Well he did. No real reason just like he's not happy general and I deserve better. K.
I feel so sick to my stomach and cry every few hours. Nothing feels normal and he seems totally fine. He already unfollowed me deleted our pics blocked my number all in less than a day. How can he just erase me like we never happened like I didn't exist or mean anything. Days ago he was talking future plans saying he loved me. I feel so broken used frustrated disappointed sad. Idk what to even call this mess.
Idk how someone just falls out of love. I don't think he did but what else is this. Couldn't sleep last night heart racing panicking. Feel like I'll throw up if I eat. Wanna scream cry fall apart just do nothing. He's my best friend too so idk who to even talk to. Us with other people makes me wanna break down and throw up. Literally feel sick.
Appetite gone. How am I supposed to just move on like this never happened the way he is. I can't just turn it off. I have all this love for him and idk what to do with it now. Where does it go. How could I mean so little to him. Why was it so easy for him to hurt me.
Idk why I'm even posting this. Idk if advice would help. Just feel so alone anxious sick. Idk what to do. Or how I'm supposed to get through exams now. Anyway this sucks.
Last updated on:2025-06-04T17:03:54+05:30
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Right now everything feels unbearable. But this heartbreak isn’t the end it’s just a chapter. And the story that follows is filled with healing growth and love that won’t make you question if you mattered.
The love you have for him doesn’t just disappear overnight but one day you’ll wake up and realize you’ve started giving that love back to yourself instead of wasting it on someone who didn’t cherish it.
He might seem fine but that doesn’t mean he isn’t processing in his own way. And even if he isn’t that’s not a reflection of you that’s a reflection of him.
I’ve felt that pain the dizziness the sleepless nights the racing thoughts. The only way I got through it was focusing on me instead of trying to understand him
The worst part of heartbreak is wondering how they can just move on erase you like you were nothing.
Breakups that happen suddenly without explanation leave the deepest wounds. But sometimes the reason they leave isn’t about you it’s about their own inability to show up as a partner.
You are allowed to feel everything rage sadness confusion. But don’t let the way he handled this make you question your worth. His inability to appreciate you doesn’t define you.
Bruh I totally get it I went through something similar. Hit me up if you wanna chat about it. So sorry you're dealing with this 😭❤️
sorry you get it. This feeling is super whack tho