I met her in high school I'd never been the bold type. Out of nowhere I saw her Snapchat picture swiped up and complimented her which was totally out of character for me. We just clicked instantly like I'd known her my whole life and a few weeks later we were dating. Everything was amazing and perfect we barely disagreed and when we did we could just talk it out without any name calling or anger. She had this way of making me happy and feel heard even if we didn't see eyetoeye. She was my everything and I haven't felt anything close to that about anyone since. There was just something about the way she looked at me the way she made me feel completely content no matter the situation. I'm not saying she was a supermodl but her beauty was unmatched seriously no Hollywood star compares to her. Her smile made her the most beautiful woman in the world and she was always so soft kind and understanding. Eventually though things got complicated. I graduated high school and she still had another year and I started working as a mechanic an hour away. A friend then told me about a construction job that paid way more which I took and things were good for about five months until I realized I was just bored in our relatioship. She hadn't done anything wrong at all in fact she was the perfect partner. I made an incredibly stupid decision and broke up with her. To this day I genuinely don't know why I did it but I did. I left and found a random woman just a couple days later. She found out I kind of told her because she asked) and it absolutly destroyed her. Ever since that day watching her break down in my front yard while my mom and grandma consoled her I knew I had made a huge mistake. I would give up everything I own just to hug her right now and talk to her. I still have her number and she hasn't blocked me but I have no idea what to say. There isn't a single day that goes by that I'm not haunted by what I did almost three years ago. I would take it back if I could. I've cried my eyes out so many nights begging myself to go back and fix it. If what I felt and still feel wasn't love then love doesn't exist in this world. I want to text her call her find her and be with her right now but even if I did text her what would I even say?
Last updated on:2025-06-17T23:27:02+05:30
Comments (6)
It’s clear how much she meant to you and how deeply you regret your actions. If you reach out be honest and respectful and let her decide how she wants to respond.
If you decide to text her maybe start by apologizing for the past and expressing how much you’ve learned and grown since then.
It’s brave of you to share this. If you feel ready to text her maybe start by apologizing sincerely and letting her know how much you regrt your actions.
This is such a heartfelt post. If you do reach out focus on expressing your remorse and how much you’ve grown since then.
It’s clear how deeply you care about her. If you want to text her maybe start with something simple like acknowledging your mistakes and letting her know how much she meant to you.
Your feelings are so raw and genuine it’s clear how much she meant to you. If you decide to reach out be honest and heartfelt but also prepared for whatever response she may give.