Hey all it been 19 days of no contact now. Im really relived from the toxic relationship after facing all the controlling blackmail and cheating with another women all I faced within this 3 months. I have seen him entirely different a loyal, protector,caring, lovely, never lie, safe place and a trust worth. To define in a word he been a home to me.when ever the world is cruel I ran towards him and hope he will be there all the time. But yeah in the journey face a lot struggle changed myself a lot and in the pain a talkative girl become a silent girl. and the world become silent for me and I felt the holiness in and out of me. Meanwhile he found an another one and used to scold me for all things. stopped going out , smiling all day , become so silent. He used to fight with me and say that I'm not like before and many words like I lost the interest in him. so many things he told and at last I found that person he is in contact and spoke with her. later get to know that were in relationship. I broke into pieces even though we had all good and bad. atlest he will be loyal I taught, but yeah he isn't. I really miss the feeling of being loved and that to by him. but yeah I only miss the feeling and not the person. I am free . I am enough. I am strong and good girl. Though the entire world tell me the problem is with girl they should avoid being physical before marriage. they balme the girls. yeah I know it's designed like that. Anytime that single thing will nto broke me I am so storng. I been physical with him not knowing he is cheating after been physical for the first time amd later I get to know he is cheating . after that happened I am over so in love withh him without knowing about the world around me. yeah it hurts and I am holding myself. it's good or bad but I wold suggest dont give all yourself though ur madly in love with the person.
Last updated on:2025-07-01T04:58:02+05:30
Comments (8)
Your story is a testament to resilience. You’ve faced betrayal and heartbreak yet you’ve come out stronger and more self-aware.
It’s incredible how you’ve turned such a painful experience into a journey of self discovry and strength. You’ve shown so much courage in letting go of what hurt you and embracing your own worth.
I’m also so proud of you for finding your freedom and recognizing your strength.
Your strength shines through every word. It’s heartbreaking what you’ve endured but the way you’ve chosen to rise above it and focus on your own growth is truly admirable.
You’ve been through so much yet here you are standing strong and reclaiming your worth. It’s inspiring to see how you’ve chosen freedom and self love over pain.
proud of you btw
you had me at - i only miss the feeling not the person. this is such a golden realisation and it is what is going to take you through coping.
yeah love you