Honestly I'm just cooked with my life right now. Idk if it's social media this breakup or whatever. So like two years ago I had this breakup and that's kinda when everything went downhill. It was so bad I got super depressed then there was all this family drama and that stuff's still stuck in my head as trauma. I even tried to end my life but now I low-key regret it cause my ex is with my best friend. The breakup was actually about him.
From that day on my phone became my escape. Now my screen time is like 10 hours a day. I can't focus on studies work anything. But then I see my ex and her new bf hitting all these milestones together. Procrastination hits me so hard I can't even do one single thing. I've tried so much and realized only I can help myself but I just cant and I don't know why. I gotta come back stronger and healthier. That heartbreak was so rough I cut off everyone and now I literally don't know how to talk to people; it's like full-on social anxiety. Hopefully I'll recover from all this grief ego and social media addiction.
Last updated on:2025-07-02T17:06:02+05:30
Comments (5)
It’s tough when everything feels like it’s piling up but you’re already doing the hardest part acknowledging it.
You’ve been through so much it’s okay to feel overwhelmed. Just remember small steps forward are still progress.
This sounds so heavy but you’re stronger than you think. It’s okay to feel stuck sometimes just don’t give up on yourself.
I can’t imagine how hard this must be for you but I’m proud of you for wanting to come back stronger.
It’s a lot to deal with but the fact that you’re aware and want to recover is already a big step.