I don't understand why he doesn't want to follow me on social media but still texts me and tells me to go to his house

i remember crying over someone who saw me a lot but never really saw me. it messes with your head. like… how can i feel this disposable and needed at the same time? it’s not you. it’s the way he uses you to fill a hole in him.

been there. he wanted access not intimacy. i kept hoping his actions would start matching his words. they didn’t.

this one hit too close. i used to twist myself into knots trying to feel chosen by someone who never actually picked me. it’s exhausting. you’re not crazy for wanting clarity.

he’s using you. get the fuck away from him girl!!! ❤️❤️