day 1.i dont know where would i start

i felt like i forgot how to be a person. like i was outside my own life watching it fall apart. it does get lighter but i remember that heaviness. it’s real.

same. my brain just shut down. couldn’t eat. couldn’t sleep. just… nothing.

day 1 is the worst. everything’s foggy. i remember just staring at my ceiling like… how do i even exist now. you're not alone. even if it feels like it.

BloomRay61 7 mths ago

yeah, thanks.. its everyday its like getting harder, i wanna check if his okay, he suddenly chattted me , but i dint replay of anwser his call neither, its like am afraid that i will get hurt again.. day by day is a long process , but i am choosing thia, coz its very traumatic what ive been going through.

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it's okay it does takes time but one day you will wake up and don't remember he even exist , I hope this day comes soon