I had a date today. Even had sex

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I had a date today. Even had sex. I gotta say, i feel like shit now. Does anyone know this pain. I dont know but i feel like I've betrayed myself and her, even though we broke up. Fuck

Last updated on:2025-07-27T13:53:02+05:30

Comments (8)

Cutiechic
Cutiechic 7 mths ago

damn. this hurt to read. i used to think if i could just be with someone else it’d mean i was over it. but all it did was show me i wasn’t. and that’s okay too. healing’s messy.

Sovikova
Sovikova 7 mths ago

it’s not about her. it’s about you missing you. i remember that ache. like i left a part of me behind just to feel something again.

farawayme
farawayme 7 mths ago

i’ve been there. trying to feel better through someone new but ending up feeling more hollow. it’s like your body moved on but your heart didn’t.
you’re not alone in this. seriously.

FrostDrop62
FrostDrop62 7 mths ago

I did the exact thing...i needed closure....please dont beat yourself up...you obviously needed to do it...

iwillsurvive
iwillsurvive 7 mths ago

👍

Anakin381
Anakin381 7 mths ago

well now i learned something new again. I feel dirty now. Before that i thought i need this to feel something again. But it turns out, that this experience is not for me. I can't escape the situation just with sex and random people..

SnapRay
SnapRay 7 mths ago

feels like your still together

SnapRay
SnapRay 7 mths ago

def understand takes time to fully let them go