idk why but I can't move on,I've tried to talk to other boys but I can't,I only made out with another boy but he was kinda lustful too that was the only reason I went with him,but while I was with him I couldn't stop thinking of him being my "ex"and us sitting on that mountain with that amazing view (our relationship was complicated because he only wanted lustful things)I miss him so much while the only thing that we did was sex and he was my first one,I've tried to hard to move on and stop thinking about him but I can't
Last updated on:2025-07-28T01:50:03+05:30
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i hooked up with someone right after my ex too… thought it’d help. it didn’t. just made the ache louder. you’re not weird for missing him even if he didn’t give you what you deserved.
firsts mess you up in a different way. especially when it was all physical but felt emotional on your end. i see you.
ugh i feel this in my chest. i kept going back to someone who only saw me for my body, even though it wrecked me emotionally. it’s not just the person you miss it’s what it meant to you.
It will take a while my love, first loves are like a scar it heals with time but leaves a mark behind, l guess take this as a learning curve
haii