It's been 3 weeks almost 4 since I broke up with him. Everyday is still a battle. I can't focus, music kills me, and I generally cannot function on my work. I've been through many heart breaks but this one is just different. Maybe because I was so sure for our future. I really wanted it to work but I know that my goals and boundaries are more than this relationship. We wanted to meet up, I guess to talk things out. I think he is going to try to work this out but I'm at a place where I really dont want to. I don't want to try and hope it will, Why? for another disappointment. But the meeting never happened and I'm just here waiting for the inevitable. Re-opening the womb. May God help me.
Last updated on:2025-07-28T23:45:03+05:30
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it was like that for me too. i knew going back would break me again but part of me still wanted the call the let’s fix this. it’s so hard choosing yourself over the comfort of familiar pain. but you did. and that’s brave.
i feel this in my chest. when hope and dread mix together like that? it’s its own kind of grief 😔
this hurt to read. that kind of heartbreak where you wanted it to work so bad... ugh it’s brutal. i remember sitting at work feeling like my body was there but my soul had just… left.
hey hope you feel better and whatever you decide to do hope you find healing. Ive been there when you just cant go on.
I know disappointment over n over again kills you.