this cracked something open in me. that desperate i can’t i’ve said it out loud over and over. you’re not weak for feeling this. this is what heartbreak does.
This is my story too! I thought he was my forever person. We planned to be together forever. I was suffering from depression and didn't know it. He broke up with me 3 months ago and I'm still struggling. Now I just feel so lost without him.
@Anakin381 I just broke contact this morning after only being broken up a few days, basically I need to talk to him. Wanted to see if I could get even a glimmer of hope that if we both worked on our individual shit, that we could try again one day. He said no, doesn’t want me or this anymore, that we’ve tried and just keep failing at this point so he wants me to move on. Even said we need to let each other go. He’s my first love after being alone for over 4 years grieving my husband. I didn’t want to ever live in a world where we weren’t still together, I gave him my heart and I didn’t want it back ever. We both said forever, we both talked about moving in and getting married, we both said we were each other’s happily ever after and love of our lives. But we’re both dealing with depression for different reasons and had no more patience for the other, we both needed and the other didn’t have left to give, and so we argued about stupid shit during the only visits we had lately since we were long distance. And I’m beating myself up for not treating my depression sooner and being what he needed, pushing him away more. And I didn’t even want to lose him forever
@DropNest23 Im soo sorry to hear that, omg. This sounds almost like my story, wtf. If you need anyone to talk i could give you my insta or something. This shit sounded way to familiar. I read your other posts, sometimes that helps me. You can try it too if you want, cuz our story has many parralels...
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this cracked something open in me. that desperate i can’t i’ve said it out loud over and over. you’re not weak for feeling this. this is what heartbreak does.
same. i remember sitting on my bathroom floor at 2am thinking i wasn’t gonna make it. but somehow i did.
i hear you. i’ve been in that exact place just screaming inside and hoping someone anyone is listening. you’re not alone. even if it feels like it.
This is my story too! I thought he was my forever person. We planned to be together forever. I was suffering from depression and didn't know it. He broke up with me 3 months ago and I'm still struggling. Now I just feel so lost without him.
omg, wanna talk?
I am also having a hard time .....my situation is like I text him and get ignored and then again text him ....my self respect is lost 😭
I get it, I can’t either. I’ve been crying all day and where my heart was is a huge ripped hole in my chest. You’re not alone
Wanna talk? Do you need anything?
@Anakin381 I haven’t bought the chat feature but we can talk here, it’s been a rough rough day
@DropNest23 Tell me whats wrong?
@Anakin381 I just broke contact this morning after only being broken up a few days, basically I need to talk to him. Wanted to see if I could get even a glimmer of hope that if we both worked on our individual shit, that we could try again one day. He said no, doesn’t want me or this anymore, that we’ve tried and just keep failing at this point so he wants me to move on. Even said we need to let each other go. He’s my first love after being alone for over 4 years grieving my husband. I didn’t want to ever live in a world where we weren’t still together, I gave him my heart and I didn’t want it back ever. We both said forever, we both talked about moving in and getting married, we both said we were each other’s happily ever after and love of our lives. But we’re both dealing with depression for different reasons and had no more patience for the other, we both needed and the other didn’t have left to give, and so we argued about stupid shit during the only visits we had lately since we were long distance. And I’m beating myself up for not treating my depression sooner and being what he needed, pushing him away more. And I didn’t even want to lose him forever
@DropNest23 Im soo sorry to hear that, omg. This sounds almost like my story, wtf. If you need anyone to talk i could give you my insta or something. This shit sounded way to familiar. I read your other posts, sometimes that helps me. You can try it too if you want, cuz our story has many parralels...
@Anakin381 I’m trying to stay in here for now, even opening insta makes me want to check his page which I’m avoiding. I feel a bit better today
I don't now how long i can take this. It feels like im exploding
yes just can u take deep breaths and focus on your breathing for a bit?
you need to let this moment pass
its gonna be ok
hey hang in there