i can’t imagine a moment when we don’t actually have any contact. i am still looking for excuses to write to him or to meet. we have been in relationship for over five years. i was sure that this man will be my husband. how am i supposed to pull myself together after this?
Last updated on:2025-07-31T17:46:24+05:30
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i was planning a future with him. picking baby names. now i can’t even say his name out loud without breaking. it’s brutal. i see you.
there's nothing that compares. it feels like you're so lost, I used to invision our space room as our baby room. Our kids running round the back, to just being lost. sending hugs, its the worst
five years is no small thing. it’s a whole life you built. grieving that? it’s gonna feel like hell for a while.
i remember that phase where i’d literally invent reasons just to text him. forgot my charger just saw your favorite snack. it’s like your brain refuses to believe it’s really over. you’re not weak your heart just hasn’t caught up yet.
don’t give up I can promise you it does get easier as each day passes
pinky promise?
@wajdisfr definitely pinky promise 🥰🥰
I know it sounds tough but you have to start engaging in self loving activities. step by step and little by little everyday. The only thing that would heal this pain is time
i really want to believe you, thank you