a terrible thought came to my mind today. i gave him all of myself, i loved him more than i thought i could, i would do anything for him. for the past few months i did everything i could to make it better between us, i thought about it days and nights. he was my whole world. and suddenly i realized that he just didn't love me like i loved him. he didn't love me that much. i think about it all the time. why? what did i miss? what else should i have change?
Last updated on:2025-08-01T05:24:03+05:30
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feels like she’s still hoping there’s a better reason. like maybe if she finds it the ache will ease.
i remember feeling like if i just loved harder maybe it would work. it wasn’t your fault. it really wasn’t.
i begged for scraps and called it love. sat there breaking my own heart while he barely noticed. makes me sick thinking how hard i tried.
Same for me it's like when we sit alone and think that how badly we were treated still we gave them love everyday .....They probably don't even think about us and here we are doing everything to distract ourselves and stay no contact ..... nothing hurts more than this
I am in the same boat and I just think that maybe he wasn’t ready or didn’t know how to love me. I know he tried but I feel like he just gave up, but i still want him back.
I have been in love 3 times before him and only him hit me hard because as you said I gave him my all amd could do anything for him , I remember standing for hours waiting for him in a temperature of 50°c , I remember wenting to his graduating party altho it hurts me to see my fellows graduating while I'm one year behind ( and crying a day before ) praying for his exams in the rain and doing charity work for his safety ( as if I was a worrior gf ) not just an overthinker non comitment lustful man .
btw we broke up 5 times and the final is the one that hurts the most I'm on day 12 of no contact and the only thought that cross my mind is that I CAN LOVE AGAIN but will I be able to love and give the same ? NOOOO , and that's how much it hurts
sadly that one day some gentlman approach and I can't give him my all because I'm already used up 💔
I even abstain from lectures while waiting for him just because " it's hot I can't wait for you BS "