I miss him so much… ugh, it sounds dumb. I’d never missed anyone before in my life! But seriously, it feels like I lost the love of my life. I was always the one ending my relationships… this time too, but I’d never been forced to.
He told me he didn’t love me anymore. That he was “looking elsewhere.” God! That phrase just stuck in my head like a damn knife…
It’s been a month. And I’m still waiting for a message from him.
The day after we broke up, he texted me saying he regretted everything, but he didn’t say “let’s get back together,” he said “I want us to go through our personal processes and then find each other again.”
Like… what kind of message is that?!
Of course I blocked him and told him I didn’t want anything to do with him anymore.
But I still wonder… does he think about me? Does his heart hurt like mine does?
I’ve done everything to get closure, but nothing works! I don’t have anything left from him, and yet it feels like he’s stuck to my soul.
Like, I’ve never felt this kind of pain from losing someone… never.
I’ve never fought so hard for someone before, and that says A LOT 'cause I was in a relationship with a narcissist, and I thought I had already given too much…
Oh no, I swear I’m completely empty now.
I wanna see him. I want him to come back. I wish he would come back.
But I know nothing would be the same, and that’s why I don’t reach out.
But God… how much I wish we could go back to when we were happy.
And knowing he already likes someone else? That just kills me.
Last updated on:2025-08-02T04:25:04+05:30
Comments (5)
I want mine to come back too. But like you said, nothing will be the same. The trust has been broken and you can't go back.
she still thinks about him like he’s hers. even when she knows he’s moved on. i don’t blame her. i did the same.
Yes! You're right! But how do you stop seeing it that way? any tips??
i felt that. mine said he didn’t love me anymore either, and i still waited weeks hoping he’d change his mind. it’s brutal. i’m sorry you’re in this.
i hated that let’s go through our personal processes crap. like cool thanks for handing me a puzzle with no picture. i blocked him too still wanted him to fix what he broke.