He broke the no contact today. I found myself back in the Position where i tried to explain myself again but he dosent care. He just see that i left him even if he begged me to not but he dosent understand why i did it. It was for my own best. He just hurting me over and over again. But this broke me again. I told him to never text me again but im so close to just text him and accepting every disrespect just to have him in my life.
Last updated on:2025-08-04T05:19:24+05:30
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she knows it’s bad for her but it’s familiar. that kind of pull messes with your head. like pain’s easier than silence.
Yes. I would have been willing to Deal with the pain if that meant that i still have him in my life. Not anymore. Im on day 3 again. No crying. Think about him, but my heart no longer feels broken.
i remember that spiral. blocking him then checking if he texted. it’s so hard when missing him feels louder than remembering why you left.
i begged too. begged for him to just see it. he’d swear he loved me but then act like none of it mattered. i hated who i was around him. still wanted him anyway. sick.