it is just me or do I feel and Day 9 everything is

it is just me or do I feel and Day 9 everything is very hard I don't know if I could complete and like I don't want to talk to him because I remember the disrespect of being in three years in a row helping him get the job help him to get the day he has I helped him to get like five jobs afterwards and the moment he started to step up on his legs and he got a better job and he loved it other job that was paying him a good amount of money but not that a lot of money the moment he stepped out of job and he went to better job the moment he settle down and played in a club like sports club the moment he started do that after three years in a row I played all the characters I played his girlfriend his sister his mother I played in actual roast a fit avoid in him and he left me I am shocked I'm actually shocked and I feel like what the f*** is happening of leaving me in my 20s I'm 23 to actually stayed with him from 28/6/2022 till 21/7/2025 this is was a lot of time a lot of time I did a lot of things together with him we grew together we finished college together we start working afterwards he was delayed in college I graduated before him hand like before him like five months before him but I did not stop until he finished college and I let him and I was disciplined enough to make him feel and finished college after all the three years investment after he finished the heart steps like he got graduated he got that he got the certificate he got the job he secured the job he secured the club that he was in and he left me just because I wanted him to actually Court me and that was my thing I wanted to be married after three years that's my choice and I'm not regretting that I wanted something official he was messing up just to make things that he doesn't have the money to get by apartment and don't get me started with his mom because his mom was telling him I'm gonna get you an apartment she has an apartment with her own name like an asset she likes to rent it but then she told him I'll give it to you so he went to my mother and actually told her that he's gonna propose and come to Mary and when he dead that what did his mother do she told him oh honey I'm not gonna sell the apartment and come to mind like a closer to my family's house and afterwards he told me I'm we got into clash and he told me I don't want to I want to and he left me and what did he do afterwards so I talked to another guy after four hours of him telling me I don't want to again and then he came back afterwards when I talked to that guy so I was bluntly I talked like bluntly and told him look you have to tell me what we are because I'm not stepping in with other guy not to make him feel hurt or not to make you feel hurt and he was like did you talk to a guy he I was like would you suppose from me to do am I gonna wait for you another years after he told me I want to leave you and I hate you and then he blocked me in everywhere and since then he's not talking to me right now and now I'm doing night I'm f****** day nine and I was very very very stupid afterwards I got a call from one of my colleagues in the work he knows him he told me finish work and come to my office we could chat together and he was gonna be there we're gonna make things come together in a good alignment and you might get back so I said okay I went to the office and started to talk to him and I saw my ex at that moment and I told him I did not enter another relationship I was just trying to see other options after you told me and ended our relationships and what did he said to me no I am not gonna complete life with you and then I told him you were coward you did not face your fears or face the challenges that you are doing and you're leaving me after all these three years and I'm fine with it and I'm not gonna take this narcissistic s*** in front of me right now and he was like you heard me blah blah blah what did I hurt you I genuinely he broke up with me like broke up he told me I don't want to see your face again I hate you and then I started to talk to other guy mind you I was not even romantic I said hi to the guy I didn't say anything and afterwards he said that the moment that was really frustrating to me is that the whole setting in the whole conversation he was looking at the floor like actually looking at the floor he did not look at me even and I'm now in day 9 I feel so frustrated what to do in order to recover from that relationship

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