Thinking about her doesn't feel so heavy anymore. She's becoming a stranger, and it hurts, honestly. How can the person I was closest to become a stranger? I'm on day 6 again, and tomorrow is day 7. I folded on day 7 a week ago. I wish she would come hug me or talk to me. I miss you, and I'm sorry.
Last updated on:2025-08-02T01:44:32+05:30
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day 7 feels different when you already broke it once. it’s like watching yourself lose the same game again.
almost broke it again today. I fought real hard and am still fighting. I told myself if I can do this it'll just build up a tolerance to these feelings, and it keeps me going.
i remember thinking she’d feel the shift too. like maybe she’d text the day i didn’t. i missed her every second.
i hated how i kept counting days like they meant something. like if i made it to 10 she'd come back. she didn’t.