any of you guys who make " Today's promise to not contact " is Brave

any of you guys who make " Today's promise to not contact " is Brave, I mean I didn't reached out to him all through our relashinship in all our fights even if took months and it's not out of self respect but because I'm afraid of his reaction, and the only, the one and only time I did contact him is when he rejected me compeletly saying "I think we should NEVER get back together EVER AGAIN " and I remember staring at my phone for a 3 min SHOCKED and felt compelety out of breath it's like the time stopped and I couldn't remember how to take a prob breath, I couldn't even think how can I escape this, So I just deleted my telegram account (all my important class channels gone forever, I've been saving it for this year my final year in med colleage) he knows that but didn't know if he rejected me I'll delet to escape, have you guys heared a song by adele called love in the dark? I've been crying to it since yesterday because It really describe how I think he felt towards me especially when she says " please don't fall apart, I can't face your breaking heart, I'm trying to be brave, stop asking me to stay, I can't love you in the dark, it feels like we're oceans aparts " and what I feel is the song hoplessly devoted to you, ecpecially when she says" but now there's no where to hide since vou've pushed my love asaid " so I can't join you guys in "Today's promise to no contact "

but you all know that I won't do it again because I feel dirty everytime I remember how he rejected me , he even posted a telegram story to check if I still can't get over him but I just didn't open it because I don't want him to feel guilt because he chose himself over a stressful relashinship , I'll never be clingy and needy for love ever again

Last updated on:2025-08-04T13:07:02+05:30